Car crash in winter

I don't care what
it costs me.
I am tumbling only
slowly, in slow
motion, glass
snowflakes a holy
christmas about
the air.
Tinnitus
a white noised screech wheels
rubber ripped
awake, you shook me.
Tell me
why this reality
is any better,
I shake it
from me, I don't
care
what it costs.